i want to go back home now

15th december 2018

I accidentally got onto a prostiution bus. In this dream certain buses had female passengers that if you sat beside would take you to the upstairs of the bus to have sex. I quickly grew addicted to these buses until I was banned.

12th december 2018

Very stange one. I was alone in Portlaoise. Everyone from college came down to shoot a short film. We got the gear from my attic. At one point it became clear that my house had previously been owned by a friend of mine who snuck in using a key they found. The film we were meant to shoot ended up being a really shitty wedding so we watched Aliens:Revelations instead.

8th december 2018

I wrote another short film, this one was an adaption of a feature length film. I didn't prepare at all, so the entire thing was a complete disaster. We shot it in the back room of a college. All the students there were much older.

17th november 2018

Another stuck dream, similar to yesterday. I was on a bus with a woman asking me about joy-cons. I'm always half-awake/ half-asleep during these dreams.

16th november 2018

We were wandering around an empty room for so long. I grew steadily frustrated with how slow things were moving. The reason we were there kept changing.

15th november 2018

During church I went to the bathroom. Behind a bookcase there was a big group of my old friends from secondary school hanging out, (it was in reality, classmates from my secondary school. I hung out with them for a while, then went back to church.

12th november 2018

My short film I'd been working on suddenly became a location shoot. Hannah and I headed down there on a Sunday. I began to grow freaked out that we hadn't made the shotlist yet. I was relieved when I realised we weren't shooting until Tuesday. I bought some groceries while Hannah vistited a local theme park. Eventually Hannah and I went to the library to get some work done. (I think the location we were in was Galway.)

11th november 2018

First dream was about us finding out Gran was still alive. The whole dream I kept thinking; this doesn't make any sense, until I finally asked my sister; "Didn't Gran die when I was six?" My sister said "Yes, that's just what happens sometimes."

Next I was in a drama school run by some sort of film festival. I was really enjoying it until some new members arrived. The new members began to play a VR Hitler game. They became distressed at playing Hitler so I convinced them it was just a mask they were putting on.

3rd august 2018

Somehow I was going on a solo trip to an old friend from secondary school's house (one that I haven't spoken to in over a year.) I'd been to her house in real life but this one looked nothing like that, it was a big old house in the countryside. I think I drove there with my Dad in the car and he weirdly stayed over with me in her house. As we waited outside her house and greeted her I leaned on and broke a metal object in her garden. Her dad began to shout at me from a window up above to fix it. I tried but struggled and began to ask him does he have a metal object to hit this metal object with (I believe I was describing a hammer.) He was very impressed with my knowledge of hardware and told me I should come with him the next time he goes to the hardware store.

Eventually we went inside, first to her living room. There was a large open white box taking up a good portion of the room. Inside there was loads of Nintendo Wii type games and controllers. Her sister was in the corner on a computer apologizing for the outdated games (she does not have a sister in real life.) My friend asked me did I bring my "blue box," and I told her I didn't. I spent a while in there until I realised they were both gone. I left to go find them both and heard voices in the kitchen. Instead in the kitchen was her mom and some sort of strange creature. Her mom was very kind.

A few days past until I found myself once again alone in the sitting room. (This dream, strangely enough, had a sort of voiceover where I described my feelings.) While I was there alone she was in the next room with her sisters, at this point she had about 100 sisters. They were all talking about Guardians of The Galaxy. I got fed up and began to walk up the stairs, the very famous stairs. Along the walls there was photos of the family members standing on the stairs. Her parents appeared at the bottom and I asked them "what makes this the most uneven stairs in the world?" They told me it wasn't the stairs or the steps and that I'd find out at the top. At the top of the stairs we all took a step forward into the landing area. Suddenly the entire house leaned forward. It was like when everyone on a deflated bouncing castle leans to one wall, and the whole structure bends towards them. We stepped back and the house returned to it's normal shape. My Dad arrived and the two of us did it again, it was made clear to us that when we did this we appeared in a different world. I stared out the window this time as I did it. The weather outside was rainy until we leant in where it became suddenly sunny. The window began to flicker between sun and rain.

Suddenly her parents called out "the game is beginning." We looked down the stairs and hundreds of people were arriving to play Hide and Seek. I hid at the top of the stairs in a blanket. I was immediatley found by the first guy who came upstairs and I told him he wouldn't have found me if I were invisible. I went outside where everyone who had been caught was. I learnt the game was led by Kanye West who was looking for supporters. I headed back towards the bus stop along with the rest of the characters from Community. I was trying to speak to those around us but none of them spoke english. We arrived and sat at the bus stop where it became clear Troy was trying to pretend he was spanish in front of two spanish girls who were at the stop. I started making fun of him and speaking Spanish to him in order to reveal his secret. I woke up at this point with a nose bleed.

22nd june 2018

A bit of a mess last night. First part I was in my nannys and my cousins were over. One of them asked me could I run down and give something to someone in Trinity College. I said "yes" and went up stairs to get ready. I didn't really want to go down so began to slowly fill up my bag with all the stuff I needed. Eventually I finished and called down the window to my cousin asking "is there still time to go down." She said "No, Trinity's closed but they're probably still there. I'd wasted all that time.

A while later I was going for regular walks with Sasha and on these walks I'd pass over train tracks. The ground was covered in snow so every time a train went by a small explosion went off, clearing the snow and letting the train through. One day I was there with friends when the explosion went off. Something went wrong and it was much bigger than usual, we all ran away. As we were running downhill I saw a large mushroom cloud in the sky. When we got to our homes we packed away all our things, it appeared this was an apocalyptic scenario. We started moving through the houses, they were all connected and were all one storey. It sort of felt like a blanket fort.

I ended up at a parking lot where my class was meeting up. Turns out there was an exam we hadn't done and so we had to meet up with my secondary school history teacher to complete it. As we walked to the library I caught up with people from my class. They were being nice to me which was strange since I'd felt like they hadn't liked me lately. When we got to the library we all sat at a computer and our history teacher explained we needed to make a symbol in the computer program "processing." He realised he'd forgotten the symbol and told us we'd have to do it at home. We began to pile out of the library. It became apparent no one else in the class knew how to use "processing." They all thought we had to use paint to make they symbol. I started explaing it would take a long time to learn how to use it. I kept wanting to say "next time I'll see you guys will be in 8 years at the 10 year reunion" to hint at them that I wanted to hang out, but they left before I could say it. I decided I'd message them that tonight instead. I needed to go to the toilet, thankfully my Nanny's was right there. I headed up to the toilet but my store manager was there and started telling me I was making a mess. She showed me which switches to pull. Eventually I woke up.

20th june 2018

In some sort of drama/film camp. The members were a mix of strangers and classmates from my secondary school and college. I can only really remember the last day, the classes were in Cork but it also seemed to be New York. On this day to the rest of the class was through a chainlink fence. I was told to get to the class I needed to go through the subway station underneath and that would lead me to the spot where everyone else was. Sure enough I made my way underneath and managed to find the right area. Everyone was hiding in tents when suddenly the class ended. The camp was over so we made our way back to the rooms we were staying in. Everyone started saying goodbye and leaving, I was sad I wouldn't see anyone again. A group from my secondary school started heading off together and I decided to run and get my stuff so I could come.

I quickly realised I hadn't even begun to pack and I wouldn't be able to catch up. Behind me on my bed was a boy from my secondary school, I asked him is he leaving now and he said "yes." I asked him did he know how he was getting home and he realised he didn't. I told him I was getting the train and he asked would I get it with him. I told him "yes, just wait until I'm ready." I began to pack all the stuff into my bag. Suddenly it was the next morning and he was gone. I looked around the other rooms it seemed like I was the only member of the camp left. I began to feel really warm and went back into the room I slept in. A girl from college appeared and asked me "do you want me to help you look less mankee?" I said yes, but I suddenly awoke in a cold sweat.

11th march 2018

Walking through DCU and saw a girl from school I haven't spoken to for a while, walking with a guy I knew from Drama. I knew the two of them didn't know I knew the other, I did the bit where you say "hi" to one of them and pretend to introduce yourself to the other one. The two revealed they were dating and I gave the guy some advice for dating the girl. Then I asked the girl could we be friends again, but she said that we just couldn't get along as friends. I started leaving and said goodbye to the guy, but quickly asked him how long they'd been dating. He told me they've been dating for two years. I remembered the girl had been dating someone else a year ago, I started telling him that but then he told me "I don't want to know."

I left for the building behind me as I found an iPhone on the ground. I picked it up and began asking people where the lost and found was, they all pointed me further into the building. I continued until a woman started shouting about how this building was about to close, I hurried up, now under pressure to find the lost and found before the building was about to close. The sprinklers began going off, spraying the hallways with water, as I began running down a stairway, I was getting lower and further into the building. The sprinkers continued and I kept going further, the hallways began to fill up entirely with water. I struggled in the water and assumedly drowned.

4th march 2018

Lost the beginning of this dream. There was something to do with swimming the woods when I got a phonecall I was to go to Limerick. I'd been snapchatting an old girlfriend(weird version of Snapchat where her world surrounded me while I snapchatted her.) she was complaining about being in an old classroom. I told her I was going to Limerick and she stepped through her snap to get a lift. We got to the car, where I revealed I wasn't too confident in my driving skills and she said she'd drive instead. The car was a convertible. We got to Limerick, her going to the university and I went to the theatre where the festival was on.

I've forgotten the majority of the play, but it did go on for quite a while. At one point an actress revealed the play was now going to turn into a game of Werewolf. Three of the audience members would be "killed" and would have to leave the theatre. Me and the two friends I was with laid on top of each other in the theatre to hide, as masked performers walked around selecting those to remove. I was the last person chosen and had to leave, as we left we were told there would be another performance on tomorrow so we could catch the ending then. As we walked down the theatre we bumped into my old girlfriend who was on the phone.

7th february 2018

I only remember vague moments. The word was covered in snow and the roads were flooded. Every road was squashed up, no wide lanes left. The cars were all golf cart hybrids. I was being picked up by Andrew but as we drove he turned into Pierce. We got to a restaurant and were shocked to find two girls from my secondary school were eating there. We got our own table.

15th january 2018

This is more of a general thing about my dreams. There were two girls in my primary school that I haven't seen in about eight years. For quite a long time now the two have regularly appeared in my dreams. The two don't have much to do with the plot or the main goals I have in my dreams, instead they'll simply be sitting on a bus I get on or standing in a room I pass through. In general they don't speak directly to me, the two just talk about me to each other. I rarely remember what they say when I woke up, but from what I remember it's typically a simple solution to the problems I face.

28th december 2017

It's already gone quite fuzzy. I had to go to a mountain range for a film shoot. My parents dropped me off there. The mountain range turned out not to be a mountain range at all, and it's going to be hard to describe what it was. Imagine a massive 8bit style painting. Full of loads of images and layers upon layers of grafitti. Cartoon characters and american presidents, all sorts of stuff. As we zoom in, all those pixels have been made up of buildings with roads in between outlining the images. The whole things was a massive maze, going vertically at times too. I directed my parents to the place I needed to go, I remembered the way as I'd been there the day before. I've completley forgotten what happened while I was actually there, but at some point we went to lunch. We tried to get to the college canteen, the way was blocked, so we went into a back-way. Due to the messiness of the maze, we ended up going into a similar looking building. I realised this was the second college canteen, one I'd never been in. The food here was a lot nicer, cheaper too. I picked out a few things to eat, adding up to 2 euro. I brought to the cashier who was an older woman. She scanned the items and told me it would be 2 euro. I opened my wallet, I only had 5 euro, I gave it to her apoligising for not having smaller change. She said "that's fine, but I've decided not to give away any money to save confusion." I told her that giving away money is how a store makes money, but she refused to believe me. As we argued I woke up.